Sums up my mentality
“Both of our imaginations are creations of the fuckin situations that’s havin our brains racin”
Tired of shit being overlooked. I got into two of the top 20 prep schools in the U.S. Not to mention a full fucking scholarship to both. All I get from everyone is “good job, I told you”. Or “impressive”. I’m also tired of being taken for granted. Then people wonder why I’m so apathetic. Not to mention those who always fucking complain or act like their...
i can’t…i don’t want to touch you now. I feel like I would become ill. Another wall has been erected.
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I tend to gauge how angry I am by how far I run. 5 miles? Damn, today isn’t going to be a good day…
So disenchanted with this trip. I want to go home…
Meet the parents
Blah. Today I meet her stepdad for the first time. Her mom approves of me. Apparently her stepdad never approves. Then again, I like challenges :)
Save me…I’m lost. I’ll pay any cost; just save me from being confused…
BOB HOPE DIED, JOHNNY CASH, & STEVE JOBS DIED. NOW...
I’m suppose to be soldier that never blows his composure…the pressure is mounting and I have no room to think. I don’t know how long I can last until I crack. I feel myself slowly receding into the abyss I worked so hard to escape from.
So this is what anger feels like?
I kinda like at the moment. Too bad it won’t last long. Whatever. I shall relish in the moment. Time to run? I think so…it’s the only thing I’ve ever been good at.
Those continous acts of selflessness that eat you from the inside out. Non sibi…not for self. That’s my motto. Always has been. Sometimes it’s a bitch…